I know I am not alone when I say that I live drama.
But when you want to read drama, what types of things make you engaged in a book? How far off the beaten path can you read before you never touch a book again?
Am I asking because I am out of ideas? Well, no…I know what I like to read and that is what I write. I was just curious as to what happenings others think make a great novel.
If you are an avid fan, feel free to let me know some of your favorite events that you have read in my books. Who is your favorite character? Have you cried?
I am 260 pages into The Benevolent Light right now and it isn’t going very quickly. So what I mean is that I have had no inspiration to guide me right now. I do open the file each day and look at it, my brain says, “Let’s do this!” and my heart says, “Oh Hell no!”
My project funding failed for the webseries so that has to wait now. Am I disappointed? Most certainly. When something is your life…your passion, a lack of support shreds your heart and you flip it the bird and forget you have that dream. That is how I feel, numb and making it through life just one day at a time.
If this is how “normal” life is, I want out. Treading water, being stagnant through life is not for me. But I never get used to disappointment either. So which is worse? I can’t answer that yet.
I do miss my friends and if you are reading this, you know who you are. I have holed up and tried to forget that I have them. I have tried to immerse myself in my family. Now, I just feel flat. I need a little of both worlds maybe. Perhaps I just don’t know what I want.